This always happens to me.
Everyone talks about the benefit of open communication. If it's bothering you, talk about it. Lay it out there. So that's what I do, and instead we end up talking about what an asshole I am. How does this happen?
But I've never been told I'm broken down. I've never been told that I live in a fucked up world.
After living with the ass face and being told horrible things about myself while we were fighting, only to have them recanted after the fight was over, to have it realized at the end that he actually DID feel that way about me (the way he said he felt when we were fighting... nothings good enough for me, I am too difficult, I am mean... yadda yadda yadda).... well can y ou appreciate how I'm not sure if these things were said out of anger or if they were actually how he feels???
This always happens to me. I'm not broken down.
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